Will passion make you alive again?

14^th march-2015, I reached home at 7:45 PM. Being a girl in such a male dominated society it’s obvious to be asked,” Eti belka samma kaa gathis?” I replied,” Mummy ma aja YUWA ko program ma gathey ani tespachi anamnagar gaye euta kaam le.” That work was related with my passion. It was the usual routine of my parents to ask where I had been whenever I arrived home late. But today it was different. That one joke my relative made, made me more dedicated towards my passion.

I always wanted to host programs (especially informal programs). I still remember that first day when I hosted “Earth day” program at king’s college. I was totally shivering even to hold the Mic. Due to nervousness I spelled the name of the guest wrong for two times. I even forgot the name of one of own teacher from King’s college. I apologized saying sorry for three times. I was totally blank but anyhow I ended the show. Even that situation made me to keep the Mic aside and host as if I was giving a presentation in class. After the program, I never thought I’d host any program in my life again but there was one of my best friend and my mentors of king’s college to support me. I don’t know what he saw in me after such mistake but again he told me to host another show which was “Rangoli competition”.

Day by day, I fell in love with emceeing. I got to host programs in different events organized by Amnesty International Nepal, Nepal youth Network, Inauguration of King’s public speaking club, on the spot MC during the promotion of “Mukhauta movie”, launch ceremony of Glocal Khabar where Mr. Paras Khadka was invited as a guest, King’s Royal valentine Eve 2015 which was sponsored by LG, I was able to host. I know every time I made different mistakes but i always gave my best to minimize those mistakes and made another mistake so that I can learn more and be better than yesterday. Since I’m #traventurefreak, I would love to host a travel show like “Ghum gham” of Mr. Bhushan Dahal, Programs that we can watch in TLC, FOX HISTORY. I would love to explore different places and see every nook and corner of this beautiful world. For this dream today I came up with an idea while I was in a micro bus today. To enhance my skill, to learn and experience more no matter what I’ll follow my passion.

Suddenly, my mom shared those talks of relative with me. When one of my relative cracked a joke in front of my parents saying,” Timro chori le ta jagir khana thaleko re ni ho? Kati kamaunchey chori le?” It made me go crazy. Obviously, I felt bad. But that generated the stronger energy to do more. Today I realized, passion is something you can’t live without. No incentive in this world will attract you to work on your passion. Yes, I have made lots and lots of mistake when I have hosted programs but I’ll never give up. I’ll always give my best to be better than yesterday. I’ll go under many embarrassing situations, I’ll take that pain when someone makes fun of my passion, and I’ll challenge it with my every little step. Even there is no one to support me; either it may be my relatives, my own family, and my friends I’ll keep going. I’ll make mistakes and learn. Responsibility? I know them and they’ll never act as a demotivating factor for my passion. It’s my duty.  No, I don’t want to prove them but will obviously try to make them realize what happens if you make joke of someone’s passion.

Thank you for providing me such energy to do more for my passion. Thank you for all those compliments and feedbacks, every time after the end of program whenever I hosted. There are some people who still believe me and my dream. They feel I can do more and they never stops supporting me. Thank you!!! Crazy me! For the first time my passion made my eyes watery.